I'm really sorry for the lack of posts.
I know I said I wouldn't blog about depressing breakup stuffs, but I'm really not in the mood to write about anything else. and all these while I've been writing rather personal stuffs, it's in another private blog of mine and K's.
in the past, I used to be a cynic. I was very skeptical of things like marriage, relationships, valentine's day, and especially break ups. I thought that everything is so overrated today. how long can a relationship really last? they end up in break ups. how bad can a break up be, like seriously man? just move on!
but I realise it ain't that easy now. letting go is one of the hardest things to do in life. memories of K have flooded every single thought of mine for a week, even in dreams or nightmares. in fact, I'm thinking of her as I type..
to all those going through a break up now, or have gone through a bad one, I finally understand how you guys feel or felt. a part of me has died when the relationship did. no matter how hard I try to revive it, it's gone.. dead.. unretrievable....
the future seems really bleak to me now.
how long will all these last?
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try to forget and it stays. accept it and the pain will fade. it will time and again overwhelm you, but the pain will certainly fade with time. i'm into my second year and still, it haunts me once a while. but have come to accept it. cheer up joyce.
thanks jeffrey. what you said made a lot of sense. by the way, I'm just curious. did you step into anymore relationships after the break up?
yes Joyce, yes i did.
Xenatos-J-J
Good for you jeffery good for you.
by now joyce would know that i am in which year of my break lol.
so jeff did u step into the new relation because u wanted to finally get over the previous one or did your current gf seem to be a better and more worthy of your love now.
hey xenatos, v long story... let's just say i decided to move on cos i reckon i was in a relationship that would eventually kill both of us and that i had to do it for the good of both of us (esp me). difficult for me to explain without going thru the whole context. anyway, it is my bf and not gf. i am gay.
oh joyce, sorry for side-tracking this thread.
nah, it's alright, I was the one who asked. :)
huh? I am confused now...
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