Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Dreams.

you know how it feels when you have a good dream and you get awoken from it?

I dreamt of me and her back again, happy together. but an sms had to come, breaking it all up into pieces. at first I was angry, disappointed, pissed.... then I thought to myself, aren't I the one who shattered the whole relationship myself?

for those who're dying to watch me sink, I'm so sorry to break it to you, cause I ain't gonna sound depressed from this post onwards. I'm gonna stay strong, cheerful, and optimistic for myself, and for the people around me. that way I can think of more effective ways to win her heart back, or at least, wait healthily if that day ever comes.

till then, I pray.

hard.

2 comments:

Junichi said...

Hey. A break up's hard, living without the significant other is like being in hell.

Hang in there. I'm in hell coz my girl just left me too..and I can't stop wanting her back even if things won't be the same again. I feel like a huge failure a lot.

Take care.

jitters said...

hey Junichi, I know I'm in no position to comment or give you advice, so I'm just gonna say that whenever you feel that way, you're not alone cause I'm hurting inside in a way no one can imagine.

thanks for dropping by my blog.